High Heel Confidential

A sexy pair of heels is a must have in any women's wardrobe. There is something about  heeled shoes that is so irresistably sexy. I was never into heels ever. Till the time I was in collee I swore by flats, different types of flats. From flip flops to oshos to intricate designer ones. But heels were strictly a no-no for me. 

Soon after college I had just sudden urge to buy a nice pair of heels, which I did. Then the thing started, having a shoe fetish already I was drawn towards heels like a magnet towards iron. I fell in love with heels and even-though  they gave me a lot of pain, blistered my feet and ached my legs  I remained faithfully devoted.

And now I have developed this medical condition which does not allow me to wear heels. I breaks my heart really. I enter into a shoe shop, have a look at all the beautiful pair of heels lying there, but  I cant buy them. How horrible, really!! It also breaks my heart every morning to look at my heels and realize that I cannot wear them. Devestating it is, truly! 

Also I fail to understand why nothing happens to actresses and models who strutter around in heels almost all there life's.  Huh? All I have to say is UNFAIR....

Dear  God... Are you listening?

UnPrEdIcTaBlE..........

The Title of the post is UNPREDICTABLE, in case you have any trouble understanding it!!

So, what I am saying is that life is so unpredictable (especially mine). The moment I relax and start to get used to the flow, it just kicks me on the butt and says “hello! Don't even think about relaxing even a bit, be on your toes always. Never loose your guard! ”

Trust me it happens every damn time (and may I add its not at all a good feeling). I get used to something/someone and suddenly that thing/ person is snatched away! The thing that bothers me the most is that I refrain myself from hurrying into stuff. I take my time, I don't trust easily, I try and be calculated.....But alas!! I fail every-time. I end up suffering ALWAYS! I fall for this facade every time!

Am I an easy target? I am still naive? (I want to disagree)

Or am I just sad right now??!!

I just hate the feeling of being weak, vulnerable and that heart sinking feeling (especially wen you don't even know the exact reason for it)